"Sister, don't you sleep through your own eulogy. Don't sever what you are for what you couldn't be."-Thorns, by Demon Hunter











........that's how I've been feeling recently. There is a girl at my school, and she's so perfect. She participates in everything known to man, every club, cheerleading and music, gets straight A's. and still is very close with God. I get so jealous of her. I feel so bad about myself because I can't do everything she can. I mean, I used to be apart of alot of the things she's still in, and I was pretty good, but, she still is so much better. She sings better than me, dances better, acts better, treats everyone so nicely. You don't really see anything wrong with her. but, I compare myself to her so much that I feel like there is nothing special about me, that I can't do anything right, and maybe I should change my life and priorities so I can be more like her. I forget how much God truly loves me. I'm sure alot of other girls have felt this way too, am I right? well, this is a misconception. NOONE. and I mean NOONE. is perfect. The only perfect person to ever live is Jesus Christ. Noone can live up to Him, no matter what we do. We can never be perfect. Now, about comparing yourself to other girls. First, comparing yourself is worthless, pointless, useless, and all it does is hurt you and make you feel bad about yourself. Everyone's life is different. We are all meant for and to do different things. Some are meant to stay busy and focus on schoolwork. others are meant to focus on relationships that will last a lifetime. hehe. like me, I invest my time in my relationship because that is what God wants. Yes, God wants me to enjoy other things in life, but He has provided some for me to do. Things I can do at home that won't take up as much time like going to musical or show choir practices. like I used to. I don't lose my sanity as much, and stress and drama have become a thing of the past. anyway, pardon my ramblings. God has a special purpose for you in this life that only YOU can fulfill. Don't trap yourself in the thorns of your self doubt and negative thoughts. Rely on the Savior who gave you the life you have, and live it for HIM.



last performance tonight. Singin' in the Rain!!!!! yay!